He curled up against the wolf and.sigh softly at the question."Just trash." He said softly. He didn't want to tell Andre that he had tried to.kill himself, obviously Dahlia didn't tell him so maybe it was a good idea that his mate didn't know

Andre kissed the top of Pain's he's as he listened, not really believing it was just trash. Trash was what covered his room in the form of whiskey bottles. He didn't want to push it though, knowing dahlia could possibly give him an answer.
"I love you...always love you..."
He laid down with pain then, cuddling after pulling blankets over them. He pressed kissed along the wolf's neck and shoulder before nuzzling at Pain's throat, purring contently.

He was happy that Andre didn't push the.answer. He was content being where he was for the time being. "I love you to." He said softly. He fell asleep once more, cuddling with Andre. When he woke up next, he looked.down, seeing Andre and kissed the.wolfs cheek. He quietly got out of bed, putting on a shirt. He headed outside on his balcony, looking around. He didn't knowif maybe he should have told Andre the truth. Maybe he should...but he would wait till the other woke up.

Andre smiled at the softly spoken words, his purring having grown louder for a moment. He let pain snuggle up and fall asleep, the wolf joining him. He didn't want to wake up as usual, something that seemed to be common with Ashwood males. He grumbled when pain slipped out of his hold, his arms trying to hold the wolf in place but giving up as he tangled himself in the blankets some. He curled up some, still sleeping for a while longer but found no comfort in there being no one for him to hold and snuggle up with. He eventually woke up, sitting up with a groan as his. Head hurt the slightest touch. He crawled his way out of bed, finding pain on the balcony. He walked up behind the other, putting his arms around Pain's waist as he rested his head on a somewhat bony shoulder he found comfortable.
"Morning..."

He felt an arm around him, smiling some at the hold. "Morning to you to sleepy head." He said with a chuckle. He turned around in the others arms and kissed him. He looked down, looking alittle ashamed. "Um....Andre.....that yeah I threw away yesterday....it...was a needle that had silver nitrate In it....I tried killing myself." He said.

Andre purred at the chuckle, kissing Pain's shoulder. He was content standing there, eyes shutting for a moment before the wolf turned around in his hold. Blue eyes looked concerned with Pain not looking at him, listening before his heart sank. He held Pain tightly then, one hand moving into pain's hair so as to comfort and keep pain close.
"I'm so glad Dahlia found you then....I...you weren't the only one..."
His body shook some then, pulling away in the process. He looked down at his feet, a hand moving to his pocket. He pulled out a small plastic bottle that had two pill capsules filled with silver nitrate. He showed the bottle to Pain, eyes looking away before he started to put it away.
"I'd been drunk up until today...if jack wouldn't have told me what happened, i'd have taken those pills with my last drop of alcohol..."

It surprised him that Andre would have taken pills to kill himself. He stared at the bottle and gently touched Andre cheek, kissing the other with a small smile once he pulled away."I'm glad that Jack had come by....I...actually did inject myself and Dahlia had pulled the the silver nitrate out....." he added, not sure how Andre wolf's react to knowing that he really did almost kill himself.

Andre couldn't look at pain for a moment, shame seeming to fill him all over again. He leaned into the touch, eyes closing for a moment as he listened. His eyes opened wide at hearing that Pain had actually injected himself with the silver nitrate. He quickly grabbed pain's arms to look at them, eyes searching everywhere until he could see where a shaky hand had to have tried a few times to push a needle into vein. It looked a bit scarred, Andrea's eyes watering a touch before placing a kiss over the mark. He didn't want to think about it having worked, or how much it would have hurt to know his mate, even separated, had killed himself.

He jumped slightly when his arm was grabbed, but he watched the other, eyes softening.some and watched as Andre kissed the scarred wound on his arm."Im glad that Dahlia had saved me..." he said.

Andre pulled Pain in for a hug, keeping the wolf close as he listened. He was glad that Dahlia saved Pain too. He knew if the other had died he would have gone mad or killed himself as well. he kissed the top of Pain's head, one hand moving in circles on Pain's back before he started to talk.
"I'm glad she saved you too..."

Pain had finally gotten better that he could move out. He actually gotten his deposit back, so he had some money to help him out. He sold his furniture and gotten more money. What he was leaving with were his cloths, shoes and other things. He was excited to be moving out and in with Andre. He was excited when they arrived at Andres home, he ha a few bags and boxes.of his things. "Im so excited that we are going to be living together." He said and kissed the other deeply.

Andre had been quick to clean his home up before having Pain move in. He hadn't realized how much of a disaster he had left it in with his depression for a bit. He smiled at Pain's excitement to moving in, parking the car so as to grab some of Pain's things. He carried a box or two of clothes up into the house. He had managed to make space in both his own drawers and closet for Pain to put his things. there was another room he could have given the wolf, but he wanted Pain here with him.
"I'm just glad I didn't have to beg. I'm sure you'll like a real house over an apartment."

He smiled."Yeah ive always wanted to live Iina house." he admitted. He gave his mate a smile and laid his head in his chest before started to unpack now. He.was.neat with his cloths, taking his dirty shirt off. He was back to hia old self, he wasnt skin and bone anymore. He finished with his cloths now, finding Andre and wrapped his arms around his.mate and kissed his cheek.

Andre could only smile, letting Pain unpack his boxes for the most part while he went downstairs. He liked that the place wasn't too big, and having someone he cared for living with him would be great. He was going to laze about on the sofa but before he even had a chance to sit down he felt arms wrap around him and a kiss to his cheek. He chuckled before turning around, kissing Pain with a purr in his throat.

He kissed the other with a smile."I love you." He said and let go."I'm going to take a shower, if you want your can join me." He said in a somewhat reading voice. He walked away, taking his pants and underwear off while still in Andres sights. He merely walked into the bathroom, turning the faucet on and checked the water, waiting for it to get to the right temperature.